02/03/2019

Dear Tiffany,

   I'm currently writing this at 11:00pm, but I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about your funeral on Friday. My God...the amount of people who are going to be there, all in one room, and they all hate me. I don't know how I'm gonna get through it, but I will do whatever it takes for you. I feel so emotional knowing how hard it'll be seeing you in that coffin. I really hate imagining it, but I have to mentally prepare myself somehow. I laugh because you always hated my pessimism too! Well, I hope you're ready to see us all together again soon. I really hate how this is the event that brings us together. Good news is I won't have to see these people ever again after this. I can finally rid myself of all the negativity they carry with them, and it's sad that I once saw you as one of them as well, but I really do forgive you now. I just wish they accepted me back then...