Wednesday, February 13, 2019

01/31/2019

Dear Tiffany,

   It's been one whole month without you and I have never felt so alone. I still have so many emotions kept inside me because I'm not close with anyone anymore. I tried reaching out to Jecie and even Vivian, but I always get zero responses. I even tried seeing your family today, but that plan fell through. I'm so sad because everyone I thought were my friends are no longer in my life. You were the only person I wanted to keep in touch with, but you're not here anymore. I really haven't been myself all January, and with your funeral right around the corner, I can't help but feel anxious and have mental breakdowns because I'm not ready to see everyone again. These people made my life so miserable, and you knew that better than anyone else because you read my blogs. How am I supposed to put on a brave face knowing I don't have you anymore? How Tiff?

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