12/17/2018

Dear Tiffany,

   Once again, I checked your Twitter yesterday as well as today just to make sure you were still alive and fighting, which you are, and I'm so proud of you! Keep up the good work, okay? I noticed you retweeted a lot about Philippines winning Miss Universe, and especially about Jonghyun's one-year death anniversary. I remember reading about his death last year and I automatically thought of you because he was your favorite member from Shinee.
   Do you remember how much I absolutely hated your love for kpop? You would talk about your boy groups all the time, and I just couldn't stand it! I even remember that one day you made me say all the Shinee members' names just for your own amusement. You complimented how well I was able to pronounce their names too, and I rolled my eyes while laughed. It wasn't until a few weeks before our falling out where I started getting into kpop, and I was scared to tell you because I knew you'd tease me about it. After all those years of me hating on you for liking them, here I was going against everything I stood for.
   On the day the world found out about Jonghyun's passing, the first thing I did was look at your Twitter where you were just as heartbroken like I expected. You loved him so much, it was like losing your family member, huh? I should have asked how you were coping with it. I saw all your posts and felt your pain, and I still did nothing to be there for you.