12/15/2018

Dear Tiffany,

   Today I checked your Twitter, like I usually do, and I saw you posted a YouTube video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_l2hZ70Dp4&feature=youtu.be) about your walking progress. I'm not going to lie, I felt my heart drop down to my stomach. You looked so different from what I've seen in Instagram posts. You looked so very sick. You of all people know I lost a loved one to cancer because you were there for me on that day. I can still remember how he looked days prior to his passing, and I'm going to be honest with you-- you look like it's almost your time. I would never never tell you that to your face because for once in my life, I want to expect the best for you. I want you to LIVE.
   I have this strange feeling like it's almost your time. This might sound selfish, but I need you to fight, so I can see you one more time. I want to be there for you, and I want to make the time to see you, but I just can't call off work. I just started and it won't be a good look if I skipped a day. I promise to visit you once the kids go on winter break next week, or even better, I'll keep my vow of seeing you at your house like I said I'd do! You just have to get better, okay? I have some things to tell you, and it needs to be in person.  Please Tiff...please fight a little longer.